Im losing control on that time , cried so hard for two hours non-stop for the very first time in my life just because of you.
you apologize to me but Im teling you that my heart already die on that time when you spoke those kind of words to me. But actually not , Im lying ... my heart was just breaking ,hope that you can ask me dont go on that time cz nothing really can change my heart for you .
But you didnt do that , you said Im annoying n you said bye to me.
Im telling about the problem , the point ,what is the point made us become like this .
I never want to argue with you , Im just try to solve our problem but why ... why you never calm down for listen and think about it?
If I never care about you I wont keep sending this kind of long text for you , if I dont care why am I suppose to do this ?
While Im curious now... why you can change your heart from me so suddenly ?
how come you can treat me as a toy ? or rubbish ?
when you need it you find it back , when you feel annoying you just throw it away .
Did you ever think about my feeling ?
How many days ... how many times ... I welcome you n waiting you back with my whole heart?
Even I treat you cool , but did you ever think about that why I become like this? why am I become different ?
The answer is . Because I get hurt from you too many times ... I chose to protect myself more now
Everything is different , but the only thing I never change is ...
Im still loving you.
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