My Birthday present

Everything was change too fast that I can't get it

You said ... nothing can change your mind easily...

nothing can change your heart for me easily...

but now... only a misunderstand... a words make you change this all from me

Im sick that day

I remember before the day I had told you that Im getting sick

but actually Im already sick

I never told you because I dont want to make you so worry when you are drinking with your friend

but now Im regret...I should told you about this on that day

if I tell you... will it still be the same? at this moment isit I still can talking with you now?

If I tell you... is it you will be here with me already?

Im speachless ....

what Im doing is useless

sorry that Im so far from you

when you got back the feeling with your ex

I cant do anything .... I can only do nothing

I keep thinking that

If Im there with you now

will you still go back for her?

If Im there with you

I can make our love more stronger

but everything was end now

first time

I mess up myself for a girl 

STUPID

first time

Im crying every moment when I think of you with NON-Stop

I Love so deep even only one month

just because before I know you will go back

I know we only left those short of time to stay together 

so I very cherish every time every moment with you

The memories was too deep that become hurt now

My tear start coming out when I close my eyes

my mind was just repeat and repeat all the happiness we had before

what I told you and what you told me

repeat all your smile

remember I always complain to you that you are getting heavy when I carry you up and down

I remember I always ask you to eat more better become fatty

then no one will woo you anymore

I remember I always hug you from your back when you doing dishes or cooking for me

I always standing at the door seeing you cook for me with smiling 

do you still remember I always complain that you always make me wake that I cant sleep anymore

MEMORIES

a lot of memories that I cant forget

:')

why you can be so cruel to delete everything

why you can be so heartless to me

my heartbreak

BREAK

 HURT

 PAIN

First time

I tried to be serious on a thaigirl

I love her with my whole heart

and now... I got nothing

nothing and nothing

....