TRUE LOVE is like this

I deleted all the post in past

I want a new start 

a new story 

a new life

We dont have any problem

I told myself

you not like before

before you will reply me in time

now you only read it and leave there

you said you busy

I understand

but I saw you reply others...

Im telling myself

yaa... thats okay...maybe she just busy

dont think too much

but I stop myself to think everything from you

Im putting you on a most important part of my heart 

do you know that? am I in your heart too?

Before when you are with me I know... but now I dont know

Im still smiling when I look back all our photo

I feel sweet I feel happiness , will you?

Before

you will tell me when you wake up

you will tell me where you go 

you will tell me you go with who

when you free you will msg me

sometimes you will say you miss me

you promised all that too

before you go back 

you promised me that you will tell me everything

you swear

but now.... I didnt see that

yaa... when I ask is there any problem with me and you

you already answer me those answer

YOU DONT LIKE

but baby...

did you still remember we were so far away?

Im not same as your ex

can live together

see each other often

can live without keep finding each other by phone 

we cant SEE each other

so we Facetime 

we cant TALK with each other

so we talk by Phone

we cant give each other WARM

so we used MSG

we have not enough time to see each other

you said you dont like to accompany ppl

but baby... still left how baby time we can accompany each other?

you come back only two months go Sg for one month

yes, that time we can see each other already

but only SOMETIMEs

when you come back Im not in holiday already

I only free at Sunday

maybe I only can see you on Sunday ? I dont know

2 months got how many Sunday we can see each other

after that when you go back to study 6 MONTHS

we cant see each other for 6 months

I know now you had been long time you didnt see your friend 

but you forgot when you go back to study you still got YEAR can see them

but you only see me in that 2 months

I cherish all the time all the moment for you

IM selfish yaa... I said that

but the reason is just all about this

this all make me become selfish

we so hard to be together

so I arrange all my time for you

when you said I dont understand you

I change

I stand on your way to think

even I dont like I also will try to understand

just because I love you I change for you

but will you do the same as me?

when I said I dont like

you just said you dont like I said like that

you want me to understand you

ok I understand for you

but why sometime you never try to understand me?

A relationship need to handle by both

but it seem like only I do this

I handle with silent

I accept it

I accept all of it

Because nothing is important than love you now

you are so important to me that Im willing to do this all for you

even Im not myself

because a true love will not make a person to be herself

when you are in love 

thats already mean that you are not yourself

but why you still want to be yourself?

I never want to be back myself

when I allow you

because I scare if I dont let

I scare you will leave me alone

I dont want

so I accept again

no matter how many tear I need to spend alone,Im ok

JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

I wish you could know this one day

Im not gonna to tell you about this

because Im afraid again and again

I scare you cant understand me again

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