PAIN

To all my friends...Please...

Dont send me those photo again...

DONT send me which photo is she with her!

PLEASE DONT SEND TO ME AGAIN

!

It makes my heartbreak again

it is FUCKING PAIN!

seeing the photo which you took with her...

I tot I could be strong to bear my tear

I tot I could smile to face it and say "nothing"

but actually cant...my heart still breaking...

I saw the photo...you laying on her shoulder...

Im like start being self-accusation 

YES, I dont have a big shoulder to let you lay enough
I dont have a wonderful body to let you hug enough
Im not man as her, Im not handsome as her , Im not taller as her, Im not capable as her
I dont have work, Im still a student
I have no money , I have no car , I have no house
Im underage , Im still young I cant give you a better life as her
YES, Im not good
YES, Im totally not good enough

 

cz if Im good
you wont leave...